Well, after much tries and failures, hopes and imagination, I guess this is the time to put deeds where the words are and to move forward. It might fail, it might succeed, but I definitely will but my best show here. I guess it is time to stop pretending and start really being who I long to be.
Not to say what I tried was not good, but it surely was half-hearted. The resolve is back now and this is the time to move on. I am at a point in my life where I have an enviable position to some, yet far away from what my soul dictates.
The journey I am getting on is an adventure, one way to really get out of my (huge) comfort zone, plunge and see what the life I dreamed of brings to me. This is not a time to think small and be “satisfied”. It is a time to be bold, surge and see where the chips may fall. And if my intent and deeds are sincere and true, then they will fall the way they need to.
Onwards to countless battles!
One year quest to a better self 